[It's a question HiMERU has been wondering himself, lately. What's the point anymore? It's a name that drapes loosely around him, that doesn't fit the way it used to now that he knows what he does. But Kaname didn't want it, and now it's his to keep. To discard it would be to discard "HiMERU" entirely, and after that he really would have nothing left to him.]
... You're right. It is primarily out of habit, and even though we are far from home, do not forget that there are still so many here from HiMERU's own world.
[Were he alone, it would be much easier to give up on the act and make a change. But he isn't. Consciously or not, their expectations still bind him.]
That said, it is simply stranger not to do it.
[It's almost always a fluke when he uses the first-person, anyway... aside from with his brother.]
Are you interested in HiMERU's real name, for some reason?
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... You're right. It is primarily out of habit, and even though we are far from home, do not forget that there are still so many here from HiMERU's own world.
[Were he alone, it would be much easier to give up on the act and make a change. But he isn't. Consciously or not, their expectations still bind him.]
That said, it is simply stranger not to do it.
[It's almost always a fluke when he uses the first-person, anyway... aside from with his brother.]
Are you interested in HiMERU's real name, for some reason?